'While the day of self-examination and repentance lasts': a Keble sermon for Lent II
As Christ then is the First-born, so is each one of us. Every child newly baptized is in God's sight as an eldest son: and his birthright is, the Kingdom of Heaven. All this we have been taught, as many of us as have learned our catechism: we have known it as certainly as Esau knew the promises made to his father Isaac, and the share which he as the firstborn had in those promises. Have we, or have we not, despised this our birthright? are we, or are we not, in God's sight, guilty of profaneness like Esau's? alas! I fear that most of us have too much reason to tremble on putting such a question as this to themselves: but it is better to tremble now before your Saviour, than hereafter before your Judge, when it shall be too late. It is better to be strict in trying yourselves, now in Christ's accepted time, in His own forty days of trial and amendment, than to wait until you shall be tried by the fires of the Last Day ...
Now then, now in the accepted time, now while the day of self-examination and repentance lasts, let us bring this aweful matter home to ourselves; let each one ask his own heart as seriously as possible, am I not also guilty of Esau's sin? am I not a profane person in one way or another? either in neglecting to offer myself up, soul and body, with purpose of heart, in Christ's Holy Communion to serve Him truly all the days of my life ...
Perhaps some such, on coming to their latter end, feeling themselves to be on their death-bed, tried to repent, they sought place for repentance, and that earnestly, as it seemed to those around them. So far, there is hope for them; but it must be more or less an uncertain hope, a fearful and trembling hope: not such a hope as one would wish to feel, both in dying, and in waiting upon the beds of the dying. But alas! the far greater part, apparently, of those who trifle with their God as Esau did, come at the last to no better a repentance than Esau's.
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